Burn and Fade Away

I throw rocks and I cast stones
And I am and will always be alone
I dare, I dared, it's done
You know I'm not the only one.

Let me fade and disappear
Let me be forgot
Give me the freedom of memory
Of sweet, cloudy eyed
running colours,
and lights that stretch into the distance.
Sweet dissapation, dispersion and disintegration
I want to break into a million peices
I want to show you the meaning of resistance

Blessed ignorance.
This house of mourning
is full of knowing
Is full of all the seeds
you've been sowing
And I burn and I destroy crops
And I don't apologize for your loss
I don't care except too much
But I can't bear to accept your clutch